I've been given a simple book, called 'Hari Terakhir di Tubuhmu' written by Syafiq Ghazali. It was given by someone whom at first I thought just a close friend. But this book, I just puzzled by it.
It was a love poem, and the things that written in it hits me hard. Its just like my own writing, if I ever wrote in Malay. My heart is racing on each page I read. I felt like I was in teenager year, having my first crush. My hands tremble, my head feels hot, as if I was in love.
I dont want to think too much, but true to my nature I did.
I thought I only think of her as my close friend,
But I dont.
I thought of her like my sister,
But it felt more than that.
Why? I just stunned dead in my track. This is too heavy for me to think. Perhaps I felt closure when I'm with her? Is it because she replied the exact words I want to hear from her? It doesn't make any sense.
Each and every word in the book, I started to think of her, as if I fell for her. And yes. I did. It's wrong, but it feel so right...
Oh God. I havent felt like this in a long time. The feel I thought has been buried dead, the thing I thought I never looked back. I dont know if it was a hint by her, or just a simple gesture of borrowing me this book?
